Finally, with much back and forth, I have decided to start this blog as an open space to express and share rawly, my experiences of being human and very much imperfect. A glimpse inside my personal journey and the many trials and tribulations to come with living a life, attempting to balance being a sensitive human (physically, mentally, emotionally, soulfully), amongst all the external factors, conditions, hardships, pains, and conflicting energies of the world. Learning and continuing to learn how to better decipher between feelings of what is love and what is learned fear. What is heart(soul) and what is mind(ego). What is aligned and what is not. Relearning the body's ability to sense what the mind can not. Most importantly, how to be, all encompassing, without harming self, therefore, others, and being as honest as possible. How to be reflective and forgiving of self, and others, in the moments you didn't have the tools to react lovingly, see clearly, or live honestly.... and with that, all the extremes gone to, lived out, played repeatedly, across states and countries. The many chapters that create this larger book, filled with multiple selves, different characters, friendships, relationships, teachers, lifestyles, jobs, mental illness diagnoses, medications, all the stigmas that come with such.

My 30th year, FINALLY, writing it all down and out, leaving it to rest in peace, closing the books (or burning them) that no longer hold truth. A place of appreciation for the experiences and the many crazy, now, entertaining stories.

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